August   9, 2550[2007]

  The six levels of Walkwithmindfulness

Now we came to the completed six level of  Walkwithmindfulness:

1. right – paceon – yeh!!!,  left – paceon – yeh!!!
2. Paceup yeh!!! - pacedown yeh!!!
3. paceup yeh!!! - paceon yeh!!! - pacedown yeh!!!
4. paceupfootend yeh!!! - paceup yeh!!! - paceon yeh!!! - pacedown yeh!!!
5. paceupfootend yeh!!! -  paceup yeh!!! - paceon  yeh!!! - pacelow yeh!!! - pacedown yeh!!!
6. paceupfootend yeh!!! - paceup yeh!!! - paceon yeh!!! - pacelow yeh!!! - pacedown yeh!!! - press yeh!!!

 Begin a New Practice a New Plan

Today on My Birthday

16.10 O

D;11,000:20 U.

Today, it’s my birth day. It’s  August 27, 2485[1942]. My age completed year 65.

It will be correct if I begin a new plan with my birth day.

Ok!!!!

I have to begin a new practice today and now. For my website has been created well by myself. I have been lost into the world of cyber for a long enough time.  Now I was back to myself again so, I have to begin today.

New practice is Jhanam Exercise, to listen to the noble noise every day,every night,every minute,hour or any occasion I have.

After praying in both morning and evening each day I will practice the jhanam for at least 30 minutes, at most hour to hours.

My object is to observe how the jhanam begins in my hearth. How it grows up in my hearth  and how can I develop the jhanam to the highest level. It should begin with meditation.While I’m sitting in meditation I have to concentrate my mind at the jhanam or make my attention to fix at the jhanam or else, in order to listen to the noble noise, to observe the noble noise how it begins, how it  grow and how it  develop to the highest level and to record all data; what I observe day by day, hour by hour, from now to the last day of the Sankh-Rainy-Season.

  JHANAM EXCERCISE

Begin with D;11,000:20 U.

16.30 o’clock

Now  I hear the noble noise at D;11,000:20 U. This is a usual high level of jhanam. Its characteristics; the noble noise was pinned, continuous, strong, bravery, sweet and freshy. Perhaps the observation itself may be the right way of its developing. It may grow up more and more by mean of taking care of it, just by observation.

My assumption is; when the noble noise grows in my hearth up to D;50000:10-100 U I myself would be able to lose from human sight. I become unable for anyone to find. I believe the assumption is indeed reasonable according to jhanam science.

First Observation

My realising to the past lifes

One of the three was I Myself?

16.50  

At 16.50 o’clock I left my resident  and went to Pravihan.  The noise followed me and still rang in Pravihan at D 10,000:10U. While I sit in meditation the noise still grew up. When the monks began to pray the sermon the noise became stronger. It developed and reached a D; 11,000:20U level. When I went on sitting in meditation after the monks finished the praying, the noise still rang. By the way, it made me satisfied for the meditation reached  its highest level of meditation science, and I put my concentration into meditation while I observed that the jhanam still flowing with it very well. No longer than 5 minutes, many  stories in the past appeared in the view of my hearth. They  passed away story by story rather quick as if I saw in the film. Most of them were the woods where I saw thick forests. Untill at a while, the motion became slow and paused. A picture appeared clearly. It was a fine hall in a cave. The cave looked nice for there were yellow gold glories shined in the cave. All these thing had been built into a thick mountain. I saw 3 hermits in olden ragged robes sitting on a large rocky table. They were practicing jhanam. Did I realise the one of them was I myself ? I still ask the question to myself. However while I was proud of my sufficiency in meditation but  had to astonish with the jhanam when it disappeared from my mind after I came out from the meditation. I didn’t know the cause for why the noble noise disappeard. There were only a noise made by a number of birds returning to their homes in the temple in the evening.  About 20 minutes I try to bring the noble noise back to my ears. But I fail. Why?

I have to search out why did the noblenoise disappear  from Pravihan at that moment  after I recovered from the meditation.

But when I went back to my resident, got into the resident, the noise rang up again.

After that I went to the house of deadman ceremony[salamain] to pray for a dead man the noise also disappeared.  Why?

My study is to research for the question why.

My practice is to bring the jhanam back,  keep it exist permanently  and look after it to see its growth day by day,  night by night,  hour by hour, year by year even though life by life.

This is my main duty at the present and at the future period.

  My First Conquer 

August 28, 2550[2007]

05.00 o’clock

The noise rang in my resident. It was D;10,000-12,000:10-20U.

0640 o’clock

The noise rang in the People Hall [where the people came and donate food to all the priests in the temple. It’s about D;10,000:10U.

10.55 o’clock

The noise rang in the house of deadman ceremony[salamain] at D;10,000:10U.

13.30 o'clock

The noise rang in the meeting of all the monks of the temple who were watching for PraPatimoke Preaching in the church.

17.00 - 18.50 

The noise rang in Pravihan while the people and the priest together meet and pray the sermon. The noise never loss away untill the praying  finished.

This is my conquer. For I could bring back the jhanam to Pravihan once. And the holy noise kept going with me to everywhere I went in the temple. 

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September 10, 2550[2007]

07.55 o’clock

I report the following at 07.55 o’clock after the daily praying in the morning. I waked up at 04.30 o’clock by myself. At that time I heard the holy noise rather loud. It was under the D;10,000:1-100U level. It was rather unneat and disorder and I know in a long time it would made me uneasy or annoyed with its loud noise. It was the beginning status of the noise I found firstly. And I weighted it at  D;5,000:40U. I tried to increase the Jhanam quality by Meditation and Prange. And it responded immediately. The noble noise increased to a higher level that was the level of a happy sound, a divine music upon the paradise. That was my own possession that was the  way to connect all divine land  divine gods according to my assumption. The level was at least or more than D;10,000:10-20U. to cross to the divine land, I believed.

And when the Jhanam in my mind increased to about D;12,000:20U. I began the same process as I did  early morning yesterday. That was to concentrate my mind to my mind in order to inspect the property of quality. Then concentrate to the place where the corpse hold and watched with fixed eyes by mean of the Kasin  and  Jhanam Science. After a minutes the pictures came to my sight as well as it happened yesterday. That was the rapid motion came first until at last the motion slowed downd  and what I saw was the report as followed;

It happended between 04.40 – 05.50 o’clock while I was in a deep Jhanam at D;12,000:20U.

I saw him. I saw two strange people took him side by side closely. The strange people were strong black and red that looked assimilating with the dark night. They had their eyes deep big and glory red like a fire burnning out. They came to the front of my resident before the door. He tried to speak a word to me but I couldn’t hear him. For I sat in my bed room inside far away but I could see through the wall to them. Not long they stayed as if time was limited, and they took him away. It was a short story and indeed uncompleted. I had to follow him to the end.

Now I have to ask myself; what is the weakness of my operation. The answer should be the weakness of the 5 educations I have to inspect thoroughly and completely.

These are the 5 Educations:-

1.  My Samadhi or Meditation  all right
2.  My Kasinam   all right
3.  My Vipassana Nanadassanam   all right
4.  My Panam      reduced.  I have to bring it back in full efficiency situation.
5.  My Jhanam  I only increase the Jhanam to permanent D;15,000-20,000:10-50U.  

All    would be correct.

September 11, 2550[2007]

04.50 – 05.50 o’clock I tried to connect the  other world again. I began at the place[mairu] where the dead person was cremated. Things had gone in the same way as yesterday but I found nothing. At last I got a good idea that was to connect the men with red eyes who took the dead man to my resident yesterday. So I concentrated my mind to him and to a red kasinam [or Tesho Kasinam]. The red eyes  burnt glorious before me. I felt thing was going well. The red-eye men seemed to recieve my connection but for any reason they could not come to see me  and so I did no more. I intended to continue next time. I had to find out where the dead man was taken. My assumption was to the world of King of Death[Mutjurat :land of Narok] where the dead people was judged  and I have to go to the world of narok to visit King of death.